No more "just talking about it"

Today Joel and I meet with Deaconess Pregnancy & Adoption Services.  It's a big step... we'll actually be writing them a check for our application fee.  Enter, ANXIETY.  There are a lot of things to go over and the application is pretty extensive.  All we can do is be honest and hope for the best.  If this doesn't work out, there are other options.  That's what we need to remember.  It's in God's hands and we have faith in that.  Things happen for a reason... there is a Grand plan that we don't know about, so if it doesn't work with Deaconess then we move on and we won't give up.